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Discussion in 'The Woods' started by Awesomefirestorm, May 13, 2018.

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  1. Awesomefirestorm
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    For a moment he stared off into space before snapping out of it."Ah... glad it reached you and to be honest i had been gone so long i didn't think you'd go to find me over some silly words on a paper, i think ill always send you a mother's day card but... the help part i don't know who to turn to and you've always been so wise and helpful, straight forward too i figured maybe i should try" his whole act dropped and he started pacing back and forth nervously collecting him self before he poured his heart out.

    "I'm not happy. I want to be happy so badly and its my own stupid fault! Ever since i got in trouble i wore the band and i guess that was fine, b-but i locked my self away i was scared i didn't want to see people i didn't want to be judged, but i was so god damn lonely, i was under so much fucking stress" he said speaking fast as if he was an old man rambling about something. "Burning things helps but thats hard to do when you can't burn anything! I get cravings and i just need to remember that its all going to be PEACHY if i just wait it out. But its not, its not fine i finally got this thing off and i'm afraid. I don't seem to be good at anything, i have dreams i constantly shoot down and and... i want to set fire to things i get antsy and i have to stop my self. I have to hold my emotions in and just act like every things is fine, i can't do that anymore. I want to burn things i want to set my emotions free let things out but i don't want to hurt anyone, i don't want to be a monster. I want to be healthy, i want to grow up and get married, i want a family" he fell to his knees with his head down punching the ground. "But i'm still afraid, afraid if i were to tell anyone they'd think i was crazy, i needed a power band again maybe even throw me in the joint" a few tears fell from his eyes."I feel... so alone, i feel cheated.. on top of everything the two fucking people who raised me just walked on out like i was a joke... something fun for a few seconds but then forgotten. I just want to be loved... and i keep messing things up for my self... i have no guidance. I just need to know what do to Mom. I need a controlled environment where i can go wild, you don't know how painful it is keeping all this... fire built up inside me". He wiped his face and sat down all quiet now.

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    Tears? When was the last time she evened cried? That seemed like a luxury she had lost with time but seeing Stefan do it reminded her why it was taken from her. It caused weakness, emotion, feeling. Those were things that wouldn't be allowed in her old days. However, these weren't those days and the had the right and authority to be free of her old burdens. Despite that, she remained silent as Stefan dumped his thoughts off on her. It wasn't much of a shock that he felt the way he did. People went through rough patches all the time in life. It was just that the one he was going through was going to be rougher.

    "Well, I'll start by saying that going wild is something that won't help you but exacerbate the problem. Letting your emotion dictate your mental stability is the last thing you want to be doing when your powers seem to be so unruly."

    Haru folded her legs before continuing.

    " I've said this before toy you but it seems to not have stuck. You let your emotions and power control you when it should be the other way around. If you don't do so then they will use you as a tool and swallow you up until you are nothing but a shell for its use. If you do those things then I am sure your mind will clear up and you will worry about less strenuous things. My father did things a certain way back home and I've modeled my life around those values. They've helped me so maybe they can help you."

    She scratched her head and sighed as she could hear through her earpiece that they had been spotted and the two groups were closing in on her position.

    " I'm not the best teacher but I do pay people to do that. I want you to speak to your school about your urges to use your fire despite the repercussions it will envoke. They have no legal right of throwing you in jail for not committing a crime so dash that thought away. Instead, you will commit yourself more to your school work, especially power classes. After which you will come down to my job and I'll have some instructors train you in discipline and control."

    Haru had a sadistic giggle escape her.

    "By asking for help you've committed yourself to a lot of pain and heartache that I will be the source of, but know I do it out of love and care.....Also, stop calling me mom. Makes me feel old"

    She laughed.

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    He sat and listened closely to her words, some where hard to accept but everything she said was right. He knew that she would tell him what he needed to hear and not what he wanted to hear, which was great."Ill work on all that emotional stuff, but just a heads up i'm still not sure this is all i can do, i feel like i learn new stuff all the time whenever i push my self or try to push my self over the limit".

    He nodded as she spoke about his school work."Yea I've been pretty good with that stuff, school takes my mind off a lot of things so i don't slack there i can promise you that. Understood, ill do whatever it takes i guess, you do know best after all".

    He chuckled nervously knowing somewhat of what she was capable of. "Well consider it a mothers day gift then because i'm a pretty good punching bag in a sense" he said smiling a little and rolling his hand. "Eh I've called you that for so long now don't you think its kinda stuck and i'm not saying you're old, just someone i look up to! Also there's that whole mind set thing its just nice to have a mother that cares" he said looking down.
     
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    Haru continued to smile.

    " If it is such a necessity for you then go ahead and call me so, and don't worry. If your powers get out of hand I'll just have my employees spray you with a fire extinguisher."

    Her tone didn't give away if that was a joke o not but nevertheless she continued.

    "My desire is to use you as a punching bag. That does nothing and is neantherdal in practice. Instead of breaking you down we will renovate what is built and continue from there. You're a good kid with a decent heart. Given some direction, I'm sure you can have that spouse and family you want."

    Rustles could be heard in the tree line and from in front and behind them eight guards walked into clear view, guns holstered at their sides.

    "Come. Sitting on the ground is fun and all but I did leave a cup of tea on my office desk and it's surely cold by now."

    She chuckled, getting up and dusting herself.

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    He chuckles nervously once again and mumbles "And a you're gonna need a few pickaxes too. But yea i don't think ill let it go that out of control again, i'd probably pass out or something".

    He looked to her with a meek grin. "Thanks I uhh owe you like everything, i'm glad i have people like you i can rely on in sucky times like these. I have good intentions but get side tracked by lots of things, yea that sounds about right." he stared at the guards for a few seconds and figured he wouldn't even bother asking.

    "Yea the ground isn't comfortable whatsoever" he does the same getting up and patting him self down. "Oh and sorry bout the tea".

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